No one will love me like I love me

searching for my soul

through chasms of my mind
longing my own desire
to make me apart from life
round and round this circle turns
never coming to end
hideous games played on my mind
driving me insane
this ring of painul delight
resides deep within my brain
insanity comes too naturally
when my arms bleed
crossing the sky
deep within these dreams
crashing back to the sea
the sleep numbs my mind
from today's reality
sleep
the dreams will come true
my life will be over soon
sleep my child
your life is doomed
sleep

Stasis

Sleep. Study. Eat. Study. Sleep.

I'll update this properly when there's time. When something actually happens, and when I'm aware of it.
Days have passed where I haven't had a single conversation with another human. But even that's not what feels wrong here.

It is easier to move through the motions than not to.

One.